2 Days Into College | Blog

it's been 12 years

Since I entered college

I've passed it now

Living my life, not really tho

I have a 8 to 7 job

A stable income, like an old person

They told me I haven't done enough 

That I should've achieved something more

Although I do wanna go back into college

Study again, repeat it again

Fix it, actually, if I can

I'm planning my marriage now

Trying my best to settle down

But I cried when they told me this wasn't the time 

I'm only 12 years into college and life is still so far away

I should've just taken it slow

I'm my man now, I can do what I want 

And what I want is to give the best to people that I love

See it's not easy to figure it out

To be not being myself, doing what I don't want

Doing it without purpose, without vision

And without happiness, without enjoying what I do

Doing it without the heart

Doing it without the heart 

People must be jealous if I do things that I like

People would be jealous if I found happiness 

Because I envy those who's living their life

Still have fire in their heart 

Giving the best for every seconds in their life

The actors and the artists

Does money even important?

It's been my dream to be passionate 

in doing what I'm doing 

The little dream since I entered college

The one that was crushed by reality

Although now I have the chance to make it comes true

Yet people think it's dumb, wasting time, a really bad life plan

Though it was harder when I was into college 

I should've remembered that

And look at me now, going through it

Reaching the unthinkable 

I should've learned that the future is unpredictable 

It won't be that bad sometimes 

It's okay, enjoy it, don't be afraid

Just do it 

I don't know what will happen anyway

Being a mystery is what makes it beautiful 

Because I'm still 12 years...

...12 years into college