I GUESS I LOVE YOU
by Andika Hilman
You're so beautiful today
But why am I angry?
I feel anger everytime you come
What's wrong with me?
Why am I angry to you?
When I could be so in love with you before
The flame is not about love anymore
I'm just pissed, so fucking pissed
I wanna hug you
But I wanna punch you in the same time
Right in your face
From the bottom of my heart
I don't know, I don't hate you
I'm sure this is not hate
What you did wasn't even that bad anyway
Maybe..... I'm just dissapointed
Maybe I'm realizing that you're not as perfect as I imagined
Or maybe I never fall in love this long before
I'm a really happy person now, you've totally changed my life
I don't know, dear.....
I just don't want to meet you today
I need my time alone, with my friends, with my life
I.... I'm legit confused right now
Is this love?
Is this it? Long-term relationship?
You know, sometimes I feel like a cage when I'm with you
But if I had a chance to fly, I only wanted to do it with you
I guess I love you