Girl

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A GIRL LIKE YOU
Poem by Andika Hilman



It wasn't a regular evening
The sky was weirdly orange
Flowers were weirdly blossom
You enjoyed all of it awkwardly

You broke my heart completely
When you told me about your first kiss
All the guilty pleasure you experienced
The love you had with that girl
A girl just like you...

Why you do this to me?
I know women are amazing
I know all men are trash
I know love is imperfect

But why you do that....?

(*)
Girl, you're not wrong
But I'm holding this love that it hurts
I understand all miserable pain you never express

Girl, you're not weird
I don't ask you to be something that's not you
I just need you to know one thing....

You make this man cries a lot...
You make this man cries a lot...
You make this man cries a lot...

You said human was meant to grow
You said love was a mystery
But it hurts to see you holding her hand
When I remember the genuine smile that was always for me

Why you do this to me?
I know girls are wonderful
I know all boys are dumb
I know love is imperfect

But why you do that....?

(*)
Girl, you're not wrong
But I'm holding this love that it hurts
I understand all miserable pain you never express

Girl, you're not weird
I don't ask you to be something that's not you
I just need you to know one thing....

You make this man cries a lot...
You make this man cries a lot...
You make this man........

Now....
I'm blaming my self for being uncapable man
It's all my fault that I fail to make her like me
I never have it in me what do I expect?
Her girlfriend is a perfect girl, why am I keep asking why?
Maybe it's not my destiny to make her happy
Maybe I know nothing about life afterall
But I know love will still be painful with whoever we feel it
And I'm sure this unspoken chemistry between us is real
It's you, girl, it's you
It's always for you girl....

(*)
Girl, you're not wrong
But I'm holding this love that it hurts
I understand all miserable pain you never express

Girl, you're not weird
I don't ask you to be something that's not you
I just need you to know one thing....

Girl, you're not wrong
But I'm holding this love that it hurts
I understand all miserable pain you never express

Girl, you're not weird
We share a same interest I understand that
I just need you to know one thing....

You make this man cries a lot...
You make this man cries a lot...
You make this man, foolishly, care about what he feels......
Just for you...........

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